I can’t find my place.
Not even, not even my mum is going to celebrate my birthday because she needs to work due to chinese new year season. Everything couldn’t have been better. Closest people don’t even bother. I’m trying to understand, I am really trying so hard not to lose myself. Just when i though i am going to be fine with my emotions, things always happens to bring it down worser than before. I wished someone could tell me what to do. Help me, help me. Facades.
It’s so painful, so painful that I really wished that I can just die so that i don’t need to feel this scrutinizing pain over and over again.
