At the end of the day, I’ll leave.

We are a family.
But look how the way you treat your wife, your daughter and your son.
I wished the one who threw the wine glass tonight was me.
However this time, I didn’t. Instead, I cleared the mess up.
I won’t say that I’ve grown up, but rather that I’ve become numb of everything.
Happiness is short lived, pain will stay with you forever. 
I don’t desire the fatherly love from you anymore like how I have hoped for when I was young. I always envy those whose parents are understanding and supportive of their kids, which you never did.

Saying your daughter is a slut when she only wore shorts that are barely considered short.
Saying your daughter is a whore when what she did was only dyeing her hair.
Saying your daughter is a prostitute when she just merely painted her nails.
Saying your daughter is a social outcast when she’s trying so hard to get a job.
Saying your daughter is a loser compared to her friends which you barely knew.
Saying your daughter is…
And calling your wife a 笨女人, 贱女人.

I can never understand how a father can think his daughter can be such a slut and doubt her so much. I will never understand. It won’t be surprising if we are all going to leave you one day. I might be the first one to do so. I have had enough of you and all the nasty things you said to me ever since when I’m young.

Your margin in having a successful life. To get wonderful grades in school, getting at least a degree, getting a super high-pay job. You thinks that it’s okay that as long as you are on top of everybody even if you’re lacking in your moral. That’s your margin in life, not ours and definitely not mine. Don’t set it as our desired life forcefully. Of cos, money is important. But money can be earned.

Like how you’ve always said me, I’m a grown up.
Yes, I’m a grown up, I have my own thinking, my own way of doing things. 

虽然 在你的眼里我活的很下贱, 见不得人, 一事无成, 就像你常说 “活的像个白痴”。
可是至少, 我觉得我活的快乐。

After 21st, I’m gonna move. Move out from here, move out from your control.
You are always right about yourself and will never admit you’re wrong even when it’s the obvious. You can say that I’m just being rebellious, but you’ve never been through what I’ve been through and I can promise you that you will never want to experience it.
Not a single minute of this shit.

Words that I’m going to say to you at the end.
I loved you, but goodbye.